Wednesday, December 12, 2007

More Than Enough

In an all too often "gimme-gimme" and "buy me-buy me" time of year where marketing geniuses emphasize that our Christmas is not complete without "the perfect gift" and "that special someone" to kiss under the mistletoe...it's easy to get caught up in the mindset that we are missing something. I'll admit that it does get a little daunting sometimes to RSVP for "party of one" to invite after invite for an entire month. And the shopping malls with their super sales make it hard for a shopaholic like me to resist.

But I constantly must remind myself that these "necessities" are of this world...and I am not. There is nothing I need that God will not provide, on His time and His terms. Although I can only see the small picture, I choose to trust in an all-knowing God who knows the WHOLE story, and who knows the desires of my heart. To quote John Piper, "God is most glorified in us when we are most satisified in Him."

Lord, it is my prayer that no matter what this world tempts me with - I will always find my fulfillment in you alone.

All of You is more than enough for all of me
For every thirst and every need
You satisfy me with Your love
And all I have in You is more than enough

More than all I want, more than all I need
You are more than enough for me
More than all I know, more than all I can see
YOU are more than enough for ME.


"Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart."
Psalm 37:4

Monday, December 03, 2007

Monday morning distraction

So, I opened my inbox this morning and got a cool email from a friend that says "God is really big, just in case you forgot" with this picture attached....



Amazing.

Thanks for the reminder, Matt.

"Where were you when I created the earth? Tell me, since you know so much! Who decided on its size? Certainly you'll know that! Who came up with the blueprints and measurements? How was its foundation poured,and who set the cornerstone, while the morning stars sang in chorus and all the angels shouted praise? And who took charge of the ocean when it gushed forth like a baby from the womb? That was me! I wrapped it in soft clouds, and tucked it in safely at night."
Job 38:3-9 (MSG)


little me. BIG HIM.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Oh Christmas Tree....

Oh Christmas Tree, Oh Christmas Tree.....i'm gonna stare at you every night!

Ok, so that's not exactly how the song goes, but if I happen to disappear sometime in the next few weeks, it's likely that you'll find me sitting in the dark in my living room with a warm cup of joe, Christmas music playing in the background, and this beauty gleaming before my eyes...

I'm not even being biased when I tell you this picture doesn't even do it justice! You're all welcome to stop on by for some warm coffee (or hot chocolate) perhaps a Christmas cookie or two, and of course some warm fuzzy time of gawking at our masterpiece.

Just another holiday favorite that makes me smile...

Monday, November 26, 2007

Family, Food, Freaks and Football...

What a wonderful Thanksgiving! So many fun memories - here's a quick recap of my weekend...

First, it started off with our usual massive family Thanksgiving lunch. In the words of Buddy the Elf, my family is kinda "ginormous"...so we all gather at the FBC of Smyrna for our traditional lunch. Homemade dishes as far as the eye can see, Turkey and desserts galore...we're all stuffed when we leave there, ready for an afternoon nap!

Then, it's on to my sister's house for our annual shopping extravaganza/slumber party! My sisters, my cousin Julie and I all spend Thanksgiving night together every year, watching Christmas movies, eating leftovers, and getting ready for our early morning shopping rush on "Black Friday" with all the other crazy shoppers! This year we hit the Mall of Georgia, and we were not disappointed. When we hit the parking lots at 4am (yes, I said 4AM)...you would have thought it was the middle of the afternoon...it was packed!! If you ever want to get in some GREAT people watching, head to any local mall the day after Thanksgiving. It's sure not to disappoint - and you might find a good deal here and there too...if you get there early enough!

After 12 hours of fighting crowds, being silly and burning a hole in our checkbooks, it was time to unload our SUV that was busting at the seams, and head home to collapse. I made it home just in time to drop my bags and pass out on the couch...needing to rest up for Saturday's big tailgate!

Saturday morning brought cooler temperatures and the anticipation of an afternoon full of exciting football! We all decked ourselves out in our respective team colors (GO DAWGS!) and headed downtown for a little friendly rivalry fun. It was a great afternoon of hanging with friends and cheering my boys on to victory! And we even got to witness a Tech fan relieving himself off the side of the bridge onto the interstate....uh, yeah....gotta love those college kids.

And...to wrap up the weekend with a big red bow, we watched National Lampoons Christmas Vacation last night while eating cookies by the Christmas Tree. I have so much to be thankful for always, this perfect weekend was yet just another reminder!

Ahhh....let the Christmas season begin!

Monday, November 19, 2007

Monday, Monday...

Day 18: Today I am thankful for Mondays, clouds and Christmas music!

It's Monday and it looks like it's going to rain....YES!!! Normally, that is not a prognosis that would make me overly excited, but today I can't help but smile. Why? First off, because the Lord knows that we need the rain desperately...bring it on! And because even though it is Monday, it's the Monday before Thanksgiving - which means a three day work week, followed by time spent with my extended family eating myself silly with the best home cookin', shopping till I drop with my girls, followed up by some good ole fashioned Georgia football rivalry...can it get any better?

Yes, yes it can. I have come to the conclusion that it is practically impossible to be in a bad mood while listening to Christmas music. I know, I know, i'm not supposed to "officially" listen to it until after Thursday, but I just couldn't help it. And I don't care how many people cut me off this morning on the way in, they still can't put me in a bad mood! (and it probably doesn't hurt that i'm breaking in a brand new pair of heels today too...girls always love a new pair of shoes!) Just trust me, the cure for the common Monday: Christmas Music. Unless you're scrooge, try it...it'll ad a little extra pep in your step - I mean really, can you be in a bad mood singing about kissing someone under the mistletoe? ;)

Happy Monday!!

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Ho, ho...huh?

Check out this crazy article I just read:

"In the latest blow to the no-longer-holy holidays, Santas in Sydney, Australia are being urged to say "ha, ha, ha," instead of "ho, ho, ho." Recruitment firm Westaff (NASDAQ: WSTF), which contracts with hundreds of Santas, sending them to stores and social appearances throughout Australia, has re-vamped its training. It's telling would-be Santas that the "ho ho ho" phrase "could frighten children and could even be derogatory to women," according to an Australian newspaper."

In the words of Schroeder from A Charlie Brown Christmas...."GOOD GRIEF!"


Road Trip Fun!

Just some random fun with my camera last weekend...

Friday, November 09, 2007

Beauty

Sorry for my absence...i've been sick the past few days. Yet another thing i'm thankful for - cold medicine. :)

Day 8: Today I am thankful for beauty.

Yesterday I was blessed to experience one of the most peaceful, beautiful drives i've ever been on. There's something freeing about driving across 4 states by yourself. I took the seven hours to just relax, and enjoy some quality time of solitude...something I haven't had in large quantities in a while. As I drove through the Tennessee mountains and on into Kentucky, what I witnessed before the sun went down was nothing short of breathtaking. It was mile after mile of rolling hills and mountains painted with the most amazing hues of amber, yellow, burnt orange and crimson that i've ever seen. And then I thought about something that my roommate reminded me of the other day - the leaves are changing color because they are dying. God could have chose to just make the leaves fall off the trees in a dreary way, but instead - He made it a beautiful process that we get to admire and enjoy.

Thank you God for giving us beauty, even in death.

Sunday, November 04, 2007

Silence is golden


Day 3: Today I am thankful for silence.

For the past two weeks, we have been teaching our high school students about being still. We've talked about what it looks like to fully halt the busyness of our lives and completely be still as a means of communicating with God. To let Him do the talking, for once. I encouraged my girls to carve out some time each day to get away from everything and just be silent: to take a moment to focus on what God is trying to tell us, and not worry about what we're trying to tell Him we want.

Conveniently in the middle of all of this, I lost my voice.

All day, I couldn't talk on my phone because noone could understand what I was saying. I couldn't sit and have a face-to-face conversation because it hurt my throat (and surely the other person's ears for having to listen to my squawking attempt at speaking). All I could do today was be silent. And not for just the few minutes a day that I had committed to with my girls. ALL day long. It was refreshing and difficult all in the same token. But it made me realize that I should do that more often. I think it's in our silent moments that we find our strength. When we listen for God's whisper into our hearts rather than trying to do His job ourselves.

This is what the Sovereign LORD, the Holy One of Israel, says:
"In repentance and rest is your salvation,
in quietness and trust is your strength...

-Isaiah 30:15

And so i'll extend to you the same challenge that I have given to my high school girls and myself:

"Be still and know that I am God."
Psalms 46:10


That's it. There's no intense study, there's no parable to analyze. Just take this week to stop in the midst of the busyness of your life and be still....remember that God is our God - one who loves us and is with us every step of the way...no matter how hard it seems. We don't have to do life on our own...in fact, it's when we try to do it on our own that we feel the overwhelming burden of our personal limitations. Talk to God, but more importantly, LISTEN to Him. In your prayer time this week, don't say much - let God do all the talking.

You just might be interested in what He has to say...

Saturday, November 03, 2007

20 Days of Thanksgiving: Day 2


Day 2: Today I am thankful for healing.

One of my best friends lost her grandmother today to cancer. A reality that hit pretty close to home. When I got the text message from her this morning with the news, the first thing I did was pray. I asked God to comfort her family during this time, but I also thanked God for healing her grandmother. Not healing in the way we typically think of it, but healing in His way - the wisest way. I thanked God for allowing her time of suffering here on earth to be brief, as she was diagnosed with cancer not long ago. Only because i've recently walked through this in my own family, did I understand the signifigance of God's timing and His will.

The view of healing through God's eyes can sometimes look different than our own. But our desire for healing is often a self-driven desire. We don't want to watch those we love suffer. We don't want to suffer. We want to be over him. We want to be over her. We want to move on. We want to be at our best. We find ourselves praying for healing from a variety of things:

Healing from an illness
Healing from an injury
Healing from a broken heart
Healing from being hurt by a friend

We also find ourselves sometimes angry at God if He doesn't "heal" the way that we visualize healing for a situation. I can remember 13 years ago, as a freshman in high school, getting angry with God when He didn't heal my grandfather of cancer. I could only comprehend that He took him away from me, and it hurt. Bad. Looking back now, I realize how incredibly long my grandfather suffered through treatments and radiation, sickness and pain - and now, years later, I can thank God for taking him home when He did, and not making him suffer any longer. It took me watching my other grandfather struggle with every breath, just a few short weeks ago, to understand that.

Then there's times when we don't understand why God doesn't heal our broken heart immediately after it's been crushed. Another painful lesson i've had to learn first hand. But again and again the words of James 1:2-4 keep ringing in my head- “Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perserverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.” John Woodall described it so perfectly not too long ago when he said that God often wants to break out hearts because that is the only way we can minister to the brokenhearted. We have to suffer to be able to connect to their suffering. In other words, the more we suffer and persevere, the more we become like Christ. I have experienced this first hand in my own life - God has completely taken moments of absolute heartbreak and healing, and allowed me to share them with others who where enduring those same struggles. For that reason, even though it is painful, I gladly welcome suffering into my life for the glory of God.

Why? Because I know in the end, He will be the ultimate healer of ALL things....all pains, all sickness, all hurt, all heartache. All in HIS perfect will and timing. And ALL for HIS glory.


O LORD my God, I called to you for help and you healed me.
Psalms 30:2 (NIV)